Between breathing



you take the breath right out of me .

is there anything obvious . the path has concreted its way through .
suffering major setbacks , locking and sewing myself shut.

ignoring all the barriers and pry your way .
there is bound to be someone who so happens to be there .

picking you up and settling you down .

a saviour , what more can i say .

the journey is far , but the demise is immediate.

humans have decisions . nevertheless , before you adopt either plan , it has already been chosen by your sub-conscious mind .

dont deny it , only at crucial , imperative decisions that you leave it till the last second , where you desolate yourself from the pack , and resolve on your choice .

disregarding all these factors and back to the one main point.

we are humans.
im realized i have no warmth @ 11:36 PM

The murder game




Kids .

Angels sent by heaven or devils spawned by lucifer himself.
Its your call .

Your desperation call for the need of assistance to knockdown the little devils spawnlings never appear .

Children are exasperating . I crave the strangling of those trifling little kids by the throat . and choking every single ounce of air they have left in their breath.

as they gradually end up lightheaded , you can feel the weight straining your arms .
eyes sealing and you gently let them down .

at that solitary moment , you feel a tear in your nature .
what has become of me , am i not more than a beast.

our mind rendered ourselves as ______ .

fill it in yourself , only you know best.


there is a pervasive tendency to treat children as adults, and adults as children.
the options of children are thus steadily expanded, while those of adults are progressively constricted.

the equation is unruly children and childish adults.


thats how we do maths .
im realized i have no warmth @ 12:32 PM

Wicked simon & games of the heart.



Think about it , it'll be long gone before anything has just started.

is this all worth while . or will it end up like the trays of diamond found in a seattle suburb which turns out to be plastic jewellry.


i know i want this . i can perceive this more than anybody else do.

but hindrance , impediments seem to slow me down , in a more rapid manner compared to struggling in quicksand.

no this is not love , its amity , adoration , to get butterflies in my tummy and sunshines and rainbows around me when triggered .

how can something unviable seem to have intent . forgive me for being stalwart.

get this over and done with - simon sniggers .

*thart aeis arbsolutely drudful .

im realized i have no warmth @ 10:15 PM

Faith and hope.

Do you have so much faith in your abilities that you honestly believe you can somehow simultaneously arrest me and them?

It could get very messy, Clarice, like the fish market.

- Hannibal Lector.
im realized i have no warmth @ 10:11 PM

Identical hand twin.




upon returning from the hibiscus capital country malaysia , crudeness greeted me as much as their attitudes emphasizes .


searching for the pandora's box to unleash into this malevolent world .

vile , incompetent fools who live in this realm , never seem to fail to flush away the rich and creamy life we lead .


after a good deal of contemplating , i reckon we should silence them , like how the lambs had been silenced .


i yearn for dr. lector to look for me so we could collaborate .
and force those in peril of themselves to perish .
for the sake of it , im still in pursuit for my identical hand twin , just like joey tribbiani .
im realized i have no warmth @ 7:54 PM