survive the mind.






motivate , cultivate , activate yourself .
prove to others that you are here for a reason , to make an impact .
those weak in the mind cannot survive a crisis , let furthur an epedemic .

believe in yourself .

words from scheming individuals trying to manipulate your mind do not run your life .

maintain a weak mind and you'll soon realize the imprudent life you've been leading.

believe .
im realized i have no warmth @ 9:09 AM

Ablazing phase.



fire has a natural tendency to instill fear . note the common usage of fire as opposed to positive reviews .

spreading like wild fire , burning wrath , playing with fire .

perception error or a cliche .

do you remember the burn marks on your hand when you got too passionate with sparklers , mummy had to spend 2 hours with you in trying to alleviate the pain while convincing you that the twinge will be gone in a slight second.

conflagaration , combustions , inferno .
tobacco is released through burning . arsonists have fire as their associate .
just how many negative forms do fire take .

but just a solitary moment , lets take a breather and think ;

fire sounds a lot like love.

im realized i have no warmth @ 11:49 PM

Second coming.

photographs has faded , memories laid out were taken back .

goodbye blogposts of 2007 till july 2009 . i'll always remember you.

R.I.P

im realized i have no warmth @ 12:39 AM

Blood-less.


human nature shows that people will try to survive by any means .
narcissism has lusted beside me . i kept it under my wing and allowed it to take form within myself.

manipulation of the mind , hypocritical , cynical , what more . the power of the mind has vowed to take control of everything when the universe gave birth. i claim all responsibility of being a pompous person .

luck , faith , hope , none plays a part of who i am today .
i stacked my bricks to my height , and possibly further more . being above all does nothing more than prove my worth .

equally cerebral and spontaneous denies to be a desired outcome of anyone . though stacked on the odds , the flair in my nature allows it to dwell within me .

the satisfaction of being offensive and deliberate drives me to carry on with maturity . reverence flocks by if you are able to reap what you sow . thus no one has mine .

callous i may be , salvage when i plea .
im realized i have no warmth @ 12:34 AM

Part II


can you still remember the little toy soldiers and dolls we used to play .

small soldiers we'd pretend we are with our miniature guns made from scrap paper picked from the bins .

i picked up a crayon and you copied me . i made a gesture and you followed suit by drawing on the wall with me .

i drew a sun , you drew a moon . i drew a power ranger and you accompanied with a bad interpretation of winnie the pooh .

i'd be king of the playground while you be the queen.
do you remember the time i met you , back then .

neither a handshake nor an introduction was needed. all we need were little action figures and your barbie dolls .

they'd do the speaking for us while we just control our movements , actions speak louder .

we'd be best friends and we'll sit down on little polystyrene chairs eating our lunch.

and then we were all grown up .

its harder to say hello comparing to when we were just little kids .

hello only comes after an accidental trip which i came to you aid and asked if you're alright .

sometimes it would never come . and then we'd stare at each other for hours without saying a word.

you'd be thinking .. let him make a move first , i will talk to him if he talks to me first , yes thats it.

consider that it can happen bothways . but no one actually initiated the move.
so without speaking we made our way .

and we go back wondering ; what if .. the slightest of movement and i'll just walk up to introduce myself.

"but i didnt". i said to myself . vulgarities spurred across the simple mind .

foolish , or just bashful .

you decide.
im realized i have no warmth @ 12:30 AM